04 | voice
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mirabilis( voice | private to arthas menethil )
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- Are you still looking for subjects? [ She's not saying test subject, as the reason why she wants this isn't a test. Helena's heard a little bit of information herself, the information Aeryn gave her from Anya, but now she wants to ask the man himself, try and get a little more truth about it all ]
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- I'd like to speak with you again, if you're not busy. [ She's had the information, and now she'd like to actually see the girl. To see the effects ]
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- What would you do for someone that you cared about? [ Loved, really, but friends can count too ] I've been told that here redeeming yourself is the best way to help them, to get yourself a deal for it. If there were other options available, ones with risk, would you take them instead? [ Would you take the risk that she is hoping to? She's being vague, but she's not ready to really come out and say 'would you ask someone to resurrect someone for you' ]
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Date: 2013-10-15 02:44 pm (UTC)My thoughts are my own, and unchanged, but my emotions are - skewed. Happiness comes fainter and fades faster. Anger comes easier and feels - more reckless, esier to give in to.
I cannot smell or taste, and I don't see colors anymore. I don't need to eat or sleep, but I need to kill living things for sustenance. I've been hunting animals in the CES, and so far that seems sufficient.
I don't feel as though I'm attached right, in my body. And I feel a little - filled up with something acrid, soemthing black and corrosive. It's not constantly painful, exactly, but it's uncomfortable.
I can turn other dead things into zombies, and control them, if they're small, though I'm no good at it yet, and they fall apart quickly. If I don't keep my body chilled at all times, I start to rot.
[She shrugs a shoulder.]
It's not terrible. But I wouldn't recommend it.